Joined Jan 20, 2012 at 01:12PM EST
Sometimes I feel I’m only living so my parents won’t have to grieve. Sometimes I feel I’m only living so my parents don’t have to spread ashes or visit a cemetery. Sometimes I feel it’s better they nag me than mourn me. Sometimes I feel I’m only living for their sake, not my own.
Nothing in my life is mine, not even my life. Because if I were to throw my life away, to end my life, all by myself, it would be unfair to all those who had any meaningful involvement in it.