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A few years ago, back in January 2021, I had a large internet fallout with another youtuber I was close to named narpy. This was a very large situation that took place on twitter and involved a lengthy google document. This document intended to detail abuse he was displaying towards me/others at the time. Years have gone by and both of us have long been in contact and haven't had any real ongoing beef. However, people have continuously attacked him over this situation between me and him and there's quite a lot of clarification that could be made about it. For the rest of this, I will be referring to him as "max" as I don't feel comfortable referring to him as his online handle. While it is true that max was fairly abusive towards me at one point, it was extremely one sided and showed only one side of our relationship. it was a very mutual relationship, I was not "manipulated" into anything and was complicit with him. We were very intimate with one another and our relationship was mutual. This was over four years ago now and our age differences was 17/20, Which I didn't find morally reprehensible at the time. I lied in this document quite a lot making it seem that this wasn't the case, and made a ton of excusatory, manipulative excuses towards myself to negate any sort of accountability. It was created in the pinnacle of emotional abuse that he was displaying towards me, but in doing so I tarnished his image and twisted the story a lot. I made him out to be some sort of monster for the way he was treating me, when the way he was treating me was completely the end result of me giving into an inappropriate dynamic with him. I am barely online anymore and I have had several years to reflect on everything involving max. I have felt severe guilt for years about how I handled everything in our relationship. I have talked to him in private over the past few months and admitted to being wrong in private (including giving up my own chatlogs, which implicate me heavily) so frankly I've nothing to really hide. Both of us were fairly manipulative/bad towards each other and it was a terrible relationship all around, but there are a million different things I could've personally done than choose to engage with him the way that I did. We never should've been as close as we were and I was both complicit and enabled that. It destroyed him mentally when I was perfectly okay with being intimate for months on end, then one day asked him to stop. He got emotional and took it out on me, which is something I don't blame him for. In the end none of this was his fault, and I should've known better than to engage with him the way that I did regardless of anything he was doing at the time. All of his "abuse" stems from something, which was a relationship that shouldn't have happened between us. It was an extremely broken relationship from start to finish. We both unfortunately just happened to cross paths when both of us were at our worst, and it's extremely sad all around. There are a lot of claims about max being a 'p--------', and unfortunately a lot of this stems from what I wrote several years ago, as I included old callouts to make my side seem far more genuine. I never once claimed max "groomed" me, I have no idea where people gathered that from as I was literally older than him. I do not believe he is a p--------, nor have I ever truly believed that. There were recently some old screenshots that have ran around on twitter regarding him, but fail to include any sort of context. Max was 14-15 years old when he met his online friend group that groomed him into a lot of degenerate s---, and that followed into his teen years. It is an extremely bad look at worst, but anything bad max has ever done was when he was 15-17 years old, and he has long grown out of being a degenerate as he is nearly 22 years old now. I do not believe the things he did when he was a minor should be held against him until the day he dies. It is undeniable that he has at points hurt people around him from his actions, but so much context is missing surrounding what he "actually" did that it makes people have no clue w-- even happened except for the people who've been around him the longest. He hasn't acted abusive or manipulative towards anyone in several years now at this point and has since changed into a completely different person. As it stands, max plans to make his own video going over this and I encourage you to see his perspective of things if you wish to see a fuller perspective on the matter. I was pretty terrible towards him and there really is no getting around that, regardless of the way he ever treated me when we were close. A few weeks ago he requested that I make my own statement addressing this as such, as he personally wishes to move forward. I couldn't get myself to do it as I struggle with doing anything online anymore, which is something I need to stop being a p---- about and move past. At some point down the line, I had to accept that I was extremely f------ weird in my early adulthood and I've made a lot of effort to both change myself, my mentality and my life. I have said this a million times in private to him, but I will say it again publicly to max directly that I am truly sorry that we had such a s----- relationship. It has been one of my biggest regrets over the past several years and is something that has eaten my conscience alive, to the point where it is something I've thought about nearly every day. From this point forward, my hiatus from roblox remains indefinite. I have no interest in engaging with roblox, haven't in years and have long moved on with my life. I am currently locked in on my personal fitness and bodybuilding, and will continue pushing my fitness goals to the highest ability that I can, as that is what is important to me now. I will not make any further comments about max beyond what I have stated here.

my current thoughts on narpy


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1: shamed/guilted two of my friends into sending you pictures 2: emotionally gaslit me when i wanted the sexual advances to cease from you 3: continued to push these on me when i made it obvious i wasn't comfortable with these advances 4: actively sought out these interactions from older adults, proclaiming you "couldn't stop targetting 20+ year olds" 5: cheated on two of your partners before multiple times 6: claimed that me not being sexual with you was the reason you cheated on your partners (i still have no idea how you came to this conclusion) 7: given multiple friends severe emotional abuse trauma, including myself; to of which now i have to seek therapy for 8: you have threatened me with harming yourself before, showing me images of you doing this (really appreciate that, btw! i still struggle with panic attacks because of the self harm images i was sent :]) 9: called me a terrible person for associating with people that you didn't like 10: you blamed me on you almost taking your life, beat me up for months about it, made me question my self worth and constantly re-opened trauma for me. you took this instance of apathy that i had to gaslight and abuse me severely
max Nov 21, 2020 7:46 PM IF YOU AREN'T ON MY F------ SIDFE THEN LWEAVE WHAT DONT YOU UNDERSTAND YOU CHANGED 3 Blocked Messages kitten Nov 21, 2020 7:46 PM this relaly really f------ hurts max Nov 21, 2020 7:47 PM IT HURTS TO THINK YOU WERE EVER ON MY SIDE 1 Blocked Message kitten Nov 21, 2020 7:47 PM i was and still am max... max Nov 21, 2020 7:47 PM I WASNT LIKE THIS UNTIL YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE STEPPED OUT OF MY SIDE AND YOU KNOW IT IM F------ BRUSING MYSELF AND CUTTING MYSELF RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF VIOLET AND YOU SAYING YOURE "NEUTRAL" AND UR GONNA KEEP THEM ADDED DOES NOTHING FOR MWE IT SHOWS ME YOU REALLY ARE NOT ON MY ✓
max Nov 21, 2020 7:39 PM STOP BEING FRIENDS WITH VIOLET] F------ REMOVE THEM THEY ARE A P------------ HUMAN BEING F------ SCUM THEYRE GOING TO CAUSE ME TO F------ END MY LIFE 5 Blocked Messages kitten Nov 21, 2020 7:40 PM what happened? what max Nov 21, 2020 7:40 PM THEY ARE A P------------ SO REMOVE THEM OR I WILL BLOCK YOU TOO 3 Blocked Messages kitten Nov 21, 2020 7:40 PM max Nov 21, 2020 7:40 PM THEY ARE PART OF THE REASON I F------ FEEL THIS WAY AND YOU KNOW IT YOU KNOW IT SO STOP PRETENDING LIKE THIS ISN'T NEW
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