Dafuq - Something that you never wondered

Dafuq did I just watch

Do you understand now? No you could never understand. You don't understand the the dirt, the fire, the stars! Such things we grasp tightly in our fists, but open to find only ashes. We will ourselves to forget this, so as to avoid the agony of choice.
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What I'm trying to say is that this baby head tool creeps me out down to the very foundation of my being.