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□Anonymous (ID: Xa080p0c) 01/19/13(Sat)23:50 04 No.452312165 So it's Saturday evening and you're on /b/ (unless you're in a time zone where that isn't the case). You probably have a lot of anger and sadness towards the world Maybe this story will validate your anger and sadness, maybe it'll make you feel like you shouldn't be as angry and sad, allI know is that it's the story of the worst thing that's ever It starts about five years ago >my step mother is a c--- uge c--- >she's a christian scientist and an awful woman who's borderline abusive and hates everyone in the family >she justifies her being a c--- with "you kids think im the evil stepmother anyways, so i might as well be l used to feel bad for hating her, because I just wanted my dad to be happy >l do not feel this way any longer about five years ago, I was a senior in high school in, her name was Nicole >Nicole was a misfit from the start, she was socially inept, dressed weird, and kept to herself >whenever she tried to reach out and make friends she just seemed mean or scary >l knew straight off the bat that we'd get along perfectly one day I came up to her after class and referred to some joke she made in class >she thought i was making fun of her and started trying to apologize for the joke told her it was hilarious >long story short, she didn't have any friends and she wanted friends, and I wanted to be her friend d we were fast friends >by the end of senior year swe lost our virginity to each other owe went to college in the same cit as college moved on, our relationship just kept getting stronger owe got an apartment together owe talked about post-college plans it became apparent that as things were going, we might get married are >Nicole started to get sick one day she found a lump in her breast >Nicole had breast cancer they took her into the hospital, and in some f------ awful twist of events, in addition to breast cancer, she had brain cancer the doctor said that since they found out early enough, they might be able to do some help, but it was a dangerous situation each day we spent together felt so important we were inseparable my dad to tell him was devastated about everything -two days later, I got a phone call >Nicole starts contemplating suicide as she starts rapidly losing weight and hair >l stick by her side throughout the whole ordeal >got another job to help pay for the hospital bills realize that im running out of potential time to ask her to marry me decide that i should ask her to so that she can have that before it's too late et him know my intentions, and let him know that if he wants to come he's welcome, but that my step mother is not the next day, Nicole and I come home from the hospital and who is waiting outside our building but my goddamn step mother "Robert, I think we need to talk about what you told your father "Robert, you cannot marry Nicole, for one thing she's going to die, and for another thing, she's choosing medicine over prayer which is against our family's religion my whole body goes cold with rage >I had not proposed to Nicole yet. >she found out by hearing my stepmother say i was forbidden from it and that Nicole was going to die without thinking I punched my stepmother in the face and she fell to the ground Walked Nicole into our buildina without lookina back e helping >one day the hospital says they're having trouble with my card Sinsufficient funds that's impossible, there's thousands of dollars on this account >go check on l it has been withdrawn >my father set the account up with me when i was going into college, he set up my original account when i was a sophomore in high school realize that he had the authonty to do this am >let him know that I am coming for the money and if I don't get it, i will call the cops and report theft >he tells me that he has the rights to call the police and report my assault on my stepmother >oh jesus f------ c stell him Tm coming over and we can discuss in person yelled at him for four hours and got my money back went to the bank the next day to set up a new account that he had nothing to do with take care of hospital bills now that the whole marriage thing is out in the open, i discuss it with Nicole she really wants to get married before she dies it's becoming more and more probable that she will not make it very long ment ring take her out to this old field we used to hang out in during high school where we had all sorts of memories, it was this huge foresty area under the stars off the main road holding her after that was the most beautiful moment of my life had cut off all contact with my father and stepmother >Nicole started acting much happier >she said how important it was to her that now, if she was going to die, she'd be dying happy and she'd be dying with me hurt me so much to have to think about it, but knowing she was accepting this horrible inevitable outcome was good >We have a low-key wedding with only friends and Nicole's family, and everyone tells me how great it is that Im doing this for her >explain that Im not doing it for her because of the cancer, that i just wasn't letting it get in the way of what i always wanted to do anyway >Nicole is happier than Id ever seen her sit was easily the best day of my life about two weeks into our marriage Nicole's health starts getting worse and worse we start going to the hospital far more frequently the doctor estimates she has about a month to live hearing those words was one of the most horrifying moments of my life Sup until that point, there was no set-in-stone sort of outcome there was always an admittedly distant hope of things turning out okay smy hopes were crushed >i dropped my courses for the semester and set it up so that i'd finish in the fall of the next year spend every day with Nicole >we are so in love that it physically hurts to think about her dying >she'd been holding up fine, but now she was starting to get afraid >you need to be with me when i die, i dont want to be alone when i die" ma me three weeks after she gets the "one month" warning we're in our apartment together just holding each other and listening to music on >i am being arrested for assaulting my stepmother over >as i get taken away, Nicole is just screaming "Don't leave me!" >the next day I'm let out as my father and step mother dropped the charges smy dad picks me up to say that he hopes i leant a lesson stell him i need to go home >he drives me to his and step mom's house for me to apologize >he keeps me there for two hours because my stepmother doesn't believe im sorry when i say so (i am clearly not sorry) smy car and cell phone are at the apartment eventually he says 'this isn't over" and takes me home >oh s--- no no no no no he room s >she had texted me "come home" about thirty times, my phone was off and in the other room This happened last year. I've been contemplating suicide ever since I haven't spoken to my father since this. The reason it just came up is because last week he called and said he got diagnosed with prostate cancer and had two months to live and wanted to patch things up before its too late. I'm having a lot of trouble figuring out whether or not to, but he never accepted any guilt, nor did my stepmother, and they're still married, so Im pretty much planning on letting him die knowing I want nothing to do with him.

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Ingway

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Oct 17, 2015 at 08:58PM EDT

I remenber this one. I'd probably also let him die knowing i don't care for his life anymore, if that actually happened that is.

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