This is not the original. The actual translation was something along the lines of "At the time, I was bullied. They called me disgusting. Video game characters can't see us, they can get close without being repulsed."

I really hate the fact that I can relate to that. Luckily I haven’t felt like that in a quite some time, but I still know where she’s coming from.

Is this a documentary or something, and do you know where I can find it?
On a more positive note, I’m glad to see I’m not the only person who holds their controller like that while playing games.