It's surprising that Steven lasted as long as he did with these problems. I suppose that he had some sort of relaxation for two years, but at the same time, he's fucked up for life. Try as he might, he can never truly live a normal life, as that's his curse caused by a rather childish Pink Diamond and the largest of all misunderstandings.

"The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde" by Robert Louis Stevenson.