Me IRL - Hit too close to home.

"I want to play an evil run-through of KOTOR"

At the end of the game after completing the evil run through:

"I feel awful, that's the last time I ever do that! Only good run-throughs from here on out!"

That's me. I only did a full Renegade achievement run Mass Effect 1 thanks to the infinite Renegade bug.

And then I play Crusader Kings and I go full Tywin Lanister mode or I play Rimworld and start up a "non-consensual organ arbitrage" operation.