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If anyone here is close to him and potentially has his contact info, like his email, can you message him to see how he’s doing and update us? I DM’d him today on this site and so far no response.

MIMU, if you’re reading this, I’m sorry if you don’t want a post like this but you kept us amused with your meme posts and personality for so long, we want you better. I hope it’s not too late!

If you’re not up to date with MIMU, he’s been posting messages on his profile wall suggesting he’s suicidal. I only found about about this days ago but he’s now inactive after posting on his wall he’s done fighting.

Thanks for letting me know.

Honestly, when I took a closer look at the comments he left on his profile, I began to wonder if he was going through deeper mental trauma than one would assume at first. I mean, a single comment or opinion on something can't tell the whole story, but in reality it may just be a symptom of mental or emotional issues one is having.

I mean, I hope he gets better, though I feel it would be for the best if he just took a break from the Internet for a while to rest and recoup mentally.

I'm…honestly surprised anybody cared enough to say anything. I'm not used to people caring. I'm used to being at their mercy. My issues stem from a feeling of chronic powerlessness my whole life. It'd be a night and day change if I just had the power to live on my own, have my own space to persue my passions privately, but all I'm allowed is this room and I can't afford anything else. And it's not like I haven't been trying for the last 20 years. I'm just exhausted.

That…outburst was simply me deciding what I still had power over. I can't control anything outside of myself. As far as I'm aware, nobody wants to control me even further, yet.

be careful though the last time I latched out against the world to gain a sense of power it ended badly for me

I'm sorry for worrying everyone. My pharmacy was dragging its heels on refilling one of my meds, and I'd been out for a week. It made me irrational, to say the least. Now that I was finally able to pick them up, I've calmed down a lot. Nonetheless, I won't try to act like that wasn't me. It was, I'm just usually better at hiding it. I'll try to keep it under wraps better. We're all here to have fun, right? No use in me ruining it.

Don't feel bad for us. Your health and wellbeing is more important.

You don't have to worry about apologizing. I think we're all just glad to see that you're safe and sound.

It's okay my guy, these last few days I felt like I was gonna lose my mind too, for similar reasons. Just hold on out there, we're in it together.