Suicide Note to Zayn Malik

Dear Zayn,
I can feel him catching up to me more and more every day.
The devil will not leave me alone, for sins and temptations overshadow the good in my life.
As the morphine runs through my veins,
I can't help but wonder why you left.
Why?
Why, Zayn?
Please help me…
Please give me the sweet release of death.
Zayn please…
Zayn please..
Zayn please.
They say death is either an afterlife,
Or an eternal dreamless sleep.
I want neither.
I want silence.
I want nothing.
Zayn, please.
I don't want to feel anymore.
Zayn,
Hold my hand while I die,
and I will hold onto you forever, for eternity
Zayn,
For the love of God,
Kill me.
Zayn, please.
I do not want to feel anymore.
Zayn, please.
We will be together on the other side…
This is all your fault, Zayn.
You are a prisoner to the music industry and your fans.
You cannot leave or more people will die…
Watch your back, Zayn…
Goodbye.