Shadman / Shadbase - You're sicker

I’m curious about the context, but given it’s enough to give Shadman pause, I feel like I might regret knowing what it is.

There's a story about a guy who had 2 very specific fetishes, one was rich white women buying a lot of bread and the other was rich white women destroying nature, and Shad was so disgusted by him that he refused to draw anything because he asked for something even shadman felt unconfortable drawing.