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OL GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:10 PM Yeah I remember being like... level 71? Lol Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:10 PM Oh! That can definitely color your perception of a game. I disliked games initially due to poor life quality at the time. Damn... that's the most underleveled I've ever heard! I think even Speedruns are 73. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:11 PM Yeah I'm incredibly talented at doing things wrong and weakly As a kid I used to do no ability, no times, no magic, and starter weapon runs of kingdom hearts because I had no idea how that stuff worked Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:12 PM Same! I can't tell you how many games I played wrong all the way through. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:12 PM And would just brute force my way through even though it was hard as hell Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:12 PM THAT is some dedication to spending zero time menuing. But... if you're not into it, I'd rather not waste your time. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:13 PM I might be into it!! I just have to give it a chance again, especially once I figure out the combat a lot more and also now that I do call myself a fan of the franchise Having put so much time into it Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:14 PM Well, if you have any questions, I'm here. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:14 PM Thank you!! Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:15 PM Okay... I'm miss your gonna looks at them in my hands ...as hard as it was at times. They stunk horribly. shoes... it was kind of nice being their caretaker again. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:16 PM Oh yeah sorry about that! It is what it is Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:17 PM Man, big and stinky? You've got it all. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:17 PM I know Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:17 PM Aww, hahaha... girl's embarrassed. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:18 PM It is what it is. I have to live with how I am Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:21 PM That's sweet... twirls your shoes around by the laces for about two seconds and abruptly throws them right at you! Here, catch!! they hit you so hard, you fall over backwards in your chair

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After communicating with Emile, we would like this message out there. Yes, Emile and I were engaged. Keeping it private was a mutual decision, especially through the first several years. After that, when Emile expressed interest in becoming public, I was hesitant because of how much social pressure was already put on our relationship. He was respectful of that, and we proceeded with the status quo. We do not condone the harassment of any party, and the omission was an effort to prevent speculation about our now very separate personal lives. Ultimately it was a personal matter and a joint decision between two adults. I would like to reiterate that my objective with my previous post was just to be left alone, and that has not changed. I was being asked a lot of invasive questions with increasing frequency, as I'm sure Emile has as well. We do not want to be associated, we do not want to hear of each other moving forward- a mutual sentiment as our paths are now completely separate and we want to move on with our lives. Although I cannot be a part of his journey, I wish Emile luck on his healing and his path forward.
Regardless of my clarifications and context, I definitely still made mistakes and learned lessons, as well as learned new things about how my mind works. I don't want to get carried away and make it sound like I'm 100% blameless. I needed psychiatric help for my depression and roleplay behavior. I took your criticism of my person seriously and am forever working every day to ensure nothing like this could ever happen again. It will not happen again. I'm a fan of numbers, so let me show you. Since privately confronted about this, I: •Saw my therapist 6 times before anything was made public. •Completed 11 behavioral health sessions with a psychologist. Continuing to do so for the foreseeable future. •Spent 5 nights in a mental ward and have met with my doctors twice since then. •Read numerous medical articles to understand my conditions better and how to avoid mistakes. •Have never missed a dosage of 4 medications and supplements that better regulate my brain activity. •Have not ever wanted to roleplay again. •Feel more self-aware and cognizant than at any point in my life up to this point. I can be absolutely certain I would never disappoint you like this again. And I say that knowing you will hold me to a higher standard than ever. I have and always will continue to give it my all in the psychiatric help I sought out. In my mind, nothing after my apology changed that I meant every word and was already in the process of making good on all of this. Months before anything went public. Some of these, I learned and grew from many years ago. I would have been here to tell you this sooner had my mental trauma not kept me from it. I needed to heal.
Moving Forward I'd like to make an ode to my friends. Several reached out the night I came home from the hospital. They didn't want me to be alone and still believed I was a good person. Heck, I think some of you believed I was more innocent than I did. It took me a while to see this your way. I love all of you, my friends. Even if you were critical of me, I cannot bring myself to not love you. Some of it was things I already agreed with, some of it was things I needed to hear. And some of it was telling me this wasn't as bad as I thought. I want to thank my best friend Tim/NintendoCapriSun. He handled so many decisions in all of this for me when I was not well enough to make them for myself. He cooked for me every day when I wasn't allowed near the knives. I think you really saved me. Please support him with all you can. I didn't say this last time. I'm so sorry for all the heartache and worry I caused my friends and caused you. I worked hard every day to make sure I would never make you feel like this again and could be dependable once more. I really didn't mean to do harm here, and feel I've learned about myself in ways I didn't know I needed to. These are positive things.
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