Proton Jon @ProtonJon I hear everyone wanting me to speak about Emile. I have a lot of feelings that I'm sorting through. I'm extremely disappointed and confused on what's next. Please be patient while I process things. Just know I don't condone his actions. I'll share my thoughts when I am ready. 10:02 PM • Jan 24, 2024 167K Views 492 Reposts 22 Quotes 27 5,046 Likes 307 Bookmarks 307

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Origin Entry: Chuggaaconroy Foot Fetish / Sexual Harassment Allegations

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"I hear everyone wanting me to speak about Emile.
I have a lot of feelings that I’m sorting through. I’m extremely disappointed and confused on what’s next. Please be patient while I process things. Just know I don't condone his actions.
I’ll share my thoughts when I am ready."
Posted January 24, 2024

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After communicating with Emile, we would like this message out there. Yes, Emile and I were engaged. Keeping it private was a mutual decision, especially through the first several years. After that, when Emile expressed interest in becoming public, I was hesitant because of how much social pressure was already put on our relationship. He was respectful of that, and we proceeded with the status quo. We do not condone the harassment of any party, and the omission was an effort to prevent speculation about our now very separate personal lives. Ultimately it was a personal matter and a joint decision between two adults. I would like to reiterate that my objective with my previous post was just to be left alone, and that has not changed. I was being asked a lot of invasive questions with increasing frequency, as I'm sure Emile has as well. We do not want to be associated, we do not want to hear of each other moving forward- a mutual sentiment as our paths are now completely separate and we want to move on with our lives. Although I cannot be a part of his journey, I wish Emile luck on his healing and his path forward.

Regardless of my clarifications and context, I definitely still made mistakes and learned lessons, as well as learned new things about how my mind works. I don't want to get carried away and make it sound like I'm 100% blameless. I needed psychiatric help for my depression and roleplay behavior. I took your criticism of my person seriously and am forever working every day to ensure nothing like this could ever happen again. It will not happen again. I'm a fan of numbers, so let me show you. Since privately confronted about this, I: •Saw my therapist 6 times before anything was made public. •Completed 11 behavioral health sessions with a psychologist. Continuing to do so for the foreseeable future. •Spent 5 nights in a mental ward and have met with my doctors twice since then. •Read numerous medical articles to understand my conditions better and how to avoid mistakes. •Have never missed a dosage of 4 medications and supplements that better regulate my brain activity. •Have not ever wanted to roleplay again. •Feel more self-aware and cognizant than at any point in my life up to this point. I can be absolutely certain I would never disappoint you like this again. And I say that knowing you will hold me to a higher standard than ever. I have and always will continue to give it my all in the psychiatric help I sought out. In my mind, nothing after my apology changed that I meant every word and was already in the process of making good on all of this. Months before anything went public. Some of these, I learned and grew from many years ago. I would have been here to tell you this sooner had my mental trauma not kept me from it. I needed to heal.

Moving Forward I'd like to make an ode to my friends. Several reached out the night I came home from the hospital. They didn't want me to be alone and still believed I was a good person. Heck, I think some of you believed I was more innocent than I did. It took me a while to see this your way. I love all of you, my friends. Even if you were critical of me, I cannot bring myself to not love you. Some of it was things I already agreed with, some of it was things I needed to hear. And some of it was telling me this wasn't as bad as I thought. I want to thank my best friend Tim/NintendoCapriSun. He handled so many decisions in all of this for me when I was not well enough to make them for myself. He cooked for me every day when I wasn't allowed near the knives. I think you really saved me. Please support him with all you can. I didn't say this last time. I'm so sorry for all the heartache and worry I caused my friends and caused you. I worked hard every day to make sure I would never make you feel like this again and could be dependable once more. I really didn't mean to do harm here, and feel I've learned about myself in ways I didn't know I needed to. These are positive things.

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NintendoCapriSun (Lost_CapriSun) clarifies his feelings

NintendoCapriSun @Lost_CapriSun 2h Just to clear the air a little bit here. I was not aware about any of the stuff with Emile until just last week, and with more recent developments, I am... shocked. I will say here and now that I do not approve of his behavior. But I say that as a friend... (cont'd) 93 318 55 42 2,367 NintendoCapriSun @Lost_CapriSun A friend who wants to see him overcome this, move past it, and see that it never happens again. Emile is currently getting very serious professional help as we speak. I shouldn't speak further on that matter as it's not my story to tell. 17 £755 958 1,132 2h NintendoCapriSun @Lost_CapriSun 2h As to the state of TRG and/or Colosseum, I can't make any promises one way or the other. Obviously, we got a lot of stuff to figure out. We just need time. 12 50 51 ♥ 1,051 NintendoCapriSun @Lost_CapriSun My sympathies go out to Masae and all the others who were affected by this. Wishing you all peace, safety and comfort in the coming weeks and beyond. 27 50 55 ♥ 1,092 2h

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MasaeAnela's accounts about Emile (unrolled thread)

MasaeAnela @MasaeAnela 18h 8 tweets - 2 min read • X Read on X Bookmark Subscribe Save as PDF After the number of people who inquired about Chuggaaconroy over MAGfest, I feel I need to make this clear: I have not associated with Emile for years, nor are we friends. 1/8 Any cameo (Splatoon 2, recorded long before our falling out) or interaction/mention (Colosseum Twitch chat) was posted and done without my consent after I had made it clear that I did not want to be associated. 2/8 I am uncomfortable with the way he has talked to/about me in the past, which has been a huge point of distress. Combined with the way he's spoken to/about others (particularly women) in private and public, it is concerning, and I do not want to associate with that behavior. 3/8 Emile has historically been one to push boundaries, and being faced with a following as large as his is absolutely harrowing. Even establishing my own personal boundaries carries an inherent risk. For a long time, not "rocking the boat" felt like the safer option. 4/8 I have seen the recent posts and his apology. I've privately received several from him over the years that have rung hollow with his actions. I am tired of hearing it, have no more chances to give, and am exhausted from pretending/politely dodging topics when he is brought up 5/8 For my own comfort and safety, I will not be attending events that he will be at unless it is a public space where I am able to avoid him (large-scale conventions). I have not seen him in years, and I have no intention to start again now. 6/8 To those who have unknowingly asked me questions about him, either at MAGfest, in private, or in chat/comments, I hold absolutely no ill will and I do not fault you. But moving forward, I will not be reciprocating discussion about Emile further, in any capacity. 7/8 This is my personal line in the sand, made because I no longer want to quietly tolerate people speaking for me, assuming the wrong things, or incorrectly associating us as friends/collaborators. To those who have also been hurt, I empathize with you and wish you all strength. 8/8

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Emile's full response

Chuggaaconroy 2d. ✪ Hey, all. I ask first of anyone who thinks it's helping to insult Emily on my behalf: please don't send any further negativity her way. Emily should be treated with respect. I know that I have hurt Emily with my actions. These are choices I made myself and I don't think it's relevant how I "felt" or what my intentions were to justify my actions. I just want to say the end result is that I really hurt you and made you feel uncomfortable. I hate that anyone made you feel that way, and I wish you the best. It took me longer than it should have to take the hint that something was wrong when you cut contact with me. I shouldn't have assumed you were just busy with traveling and that things were fine. I only began putting it together when the silence continued. I pestered you for too long and I apologize for doing so. When you communicated this to me privately a few months ago, I apologized to you directly and promised I would never repeat this kind of behavior again with anyone else. Once you shared how I made you feel, it was a huge wake-up call and I immediately sought professional help through therapy. I've worked in the months ever since then to do what you have wished for me: learn and be better. I have done and said similar things in years past with other people. I am still friends with some of them, while I have fallen out of contact with others. If you were uncomfortable with how I behaved, this apology is for you as well. No matter my intentions, I'm sorry the impact was harmful. I will not reach out to you myself again. I would like to briefly clear up speculation about my relationship. I love my girlfriend, she was aware that this conversation took place, consented to it, and saw what was posted. It crossed no lines set between us at the start of our relationship and we are still together. I trust her to tell me if I do something to upset her. I wish to take this space to thank her for being with me through this and apologize for the immense amount of stress my situation has caused her, because that hasn't been fair to her. Separately from above, I also want to touch on online discussion about other previous comments I've made about shoes over the years. Fitness and footwear are among my hobbies and not strictly fueled by anything more. I can get passionate about my interests, and I now understand how this can come across and how it could negatively affect others. One last time, I recognize I have hurt people and needed to be held accountable for it. I respect anyone who feels disappointed or hurt. I decided around the time of the incident that I would never do this again and learn from it, but I would understand if you didn't wish to support me any longer.

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MissFushi (MissFushiGaming) clarifies her feelings

MissFushi Vtuber, ASMR, Elf Gremlin @MissFushiGaming I support her 100%. Chuggaaconroy has made me uncomfortable on many occasions. I am not okay with him contacting me & will not be a part of any event he participates in. I was afraid about posting this publicly but I have to share. This community has good men. He isn't one. MasaeAnela @MasaeAnela . 16h After the number of people who inquired about Chuggaaconroy over MAGfest, I feel I need to make this clear: I have not associated with Emile for years, nor are we friends. I 1/8 8:38 PM - Jan 23, 2024 374.5K Views 551 Reposts 20 Quotes 3,343 Likes 377 Bookmarks

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AntDude (antdude92) clarifies his feelings

AntDude @antdude92 Gonna echo this briefly. Emile and I were friends in the past, like way longer than many would believe, but many actions over the last few years have created quite a considerable wedge. From my perspective, he is not somebody I'd want to be associated with going forward. MasaeAnela @MasaeAnela · 16h After the number of people who inquired about Chuggaaconroy over MAGfest, I feel I need to make this clear: I have not associated with Emile for years, nor are we friends. 1/8 8:42 PM Jan 23, 2024 474.9K Views ... 635 Reposts 65 Quotes 4,553 Likes 649 Bookmarks

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Lady Emily (GreatChesire) clarifies her involvement

Lady Emily @GreatCheshire (And no, Emile. We didn't have a convo where we settled this privately. I had to have one of your friends talk to you because you kept bothering me and spreading personal info about me, to the point where I didn't feel safe, and said friend had to tell you to leave me alone) 9:15 PM. Jan 23, 2024 225.9K Views 231 Reposts 63 Quotes 2,726 Likes 105 Bookmarks 22 105 ←]

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Chuggaaconroy DM to Lady Emily (GreatCheshire) 13

GreatCheshire 09/14/2023 12:02 AM And yeah they're based on a template, but I did modify things like giving the rainbow bottom and using white laces Chuggaaconroy 09/14/2023 12:02 AM I guess I just want to say I won't ever turn on you for merely being who you are. You are safe here with me. I was going to say that earlier when I called you a woman and not a "trans woman.” I can't fully understand your struggles, but I am happy to learn and be an ear should you ever need one. I'm sure you could teach me much about life. GreatCheshire 09/14/2023 12:05 AM I appreciate that! It's interesting and hard sometimes but it's nice, and most times I don't even think about being trans! Chuggaaconroy 09/14/2023 12:05 AM Hahaha, that's a sign you are succeeding at being you. GreatCheshire 09/14/2023 12:07 AM Yeah! I'm winning at woman Chuggaaconroy 09/14/2023 12:08 AM Yep! after a moment of smiles and good feels, you come back down to earth and realize you're still down on the earth ...now put your shoes back the F--- on already! You're burning my eyes looking like THAT!

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Chuggaaconroy DM to Lady Emily (GreatCheshire) 12

Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:46 PM Dear! .....*drat But just know I'll never unsee! ...or unsmell for that matter. You'll have to be good to me and help me out when I need it, or I'll tell people! Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 11:11 PM You hear me? GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 11:13 PM I hear! Don't worry! I'll be good! Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 11:14 PM Good. honks the rubber toe of your shoe We wouldn't want anything to happen to you... Hey, sorry, are you free to talk? You're not doing something else? GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 11:18 PM Oh!! Sorry! I'm trying to do my homework for D&D lol Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 11:18 PM Oh! Okay. I just wanted to talk about something. So like I'll continue this joke with you if you want. It just sort of happened, I got the vibe you were enjoying it if you were playing along and I like doing this sort of thing, so I feel like we're on the same page there. But I guess due to just how it could be seen in hindsight, I want to tell you this was just a game. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 11:22 PM Oh yeah I know!! Absolutely! I don't mind! Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 11:22 PM Okay! I'm glad you feel the same. It's just... a lot of people are into that. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 11:24 PM Oh yeah lol but all good, all in good fun Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 11:25 PM Yeah! Being forward with you cause I'd rather not keep anything from you and let you make the best decision for you, I am into that, but only with my significant other. I just also like talking about shoes with people cause it's also an interest. I talked with my SO about this when we started dating and she told me I can talk about shoes with other people cause it isn't sexual with my friends. It's just something I enjoy talking about with my friends too. I know that might be a lot to share, and I'm sorry if it is, but I feel it's best to just be open with people and consider what I'd like to know if I was in their position. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 11:30 PM No no I'm glad to know!! Good to have that openness and common understanding Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 11:31 PM Thank you... that's very kind of you to see it that way. I'm always about communication even if it's about complicated stuff, cause why would you not tell your friends important things if you want to keep them in your life? A lot of people are not so kind about this sort of thing on the internet! Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 11:45 PM Haha, sorry to ping again. I just won't be up too much longer and want to finish talking.

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Chuggaaconroy DM to Lady Emily (GreatCheshire) 11

OL GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:10 PM Yeah I remember being like... level 71? Lol Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:10 PM Oh! That can definitely color your perception of a game. I disliked games initially due to poor life quality at the time. Damn... that's the most underleveled I've ever heard! I think even Speedruns are 73. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:11 PM Yeah I'm incredibly talented at doing things wrong and weakly As a kid I used to do no ability, no times, no magic, and starter weapon runs of kingdom hearts because I had no idea how that stuff worked Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:12 PM Same! I can't tell you how many games I played wrong all the way through. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:12 PM And would just brute force my way through even though it was hard as hell Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:12 PM THAT is some dedication to spending zero time menuing. But... if you're not into it, I'd rather not waste your time. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:13 PM I might be into it!! I just have to give it a chance again, especially once I figure out the combat a lot more and also now that I do call myself a fan of the franchise Having put so much time into it Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:14 PM Well, if you have any questions, I'm here. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:14 PM Thank you!! Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:15 PM Okay... I'm miss your gonna looks at them in my hands ...as hard as it was at times. They stunk horribly. shoes... it was kind of nice being their caretaker again. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:16 PM Oh yeah sorry about that! It is what it is Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:17 PM Man, big and stinky? You've got it all. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:17 PM I know Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:17 PM Aww, hahaha... girl's embarrassed. GreatCheshire 09/13/2023 10:18 PM It is what it is. I have to live with how I am Chuggaaconroy 09/13/2023 10:21 PM That's sweet... twirls your shoes around by the laces for about two seconds and abruptly throws them right at you! Here, catch!! they hit you so hard, you fall over backwards in your chair

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Chuggaaconroy DM to Lady Emily (GreatCheshire) 10

GreatCheshire 09/10/2023 12:52 AM True, though also something I think is fun is that anybody can choose their name for whatever reason I have cis friends who changed their names just because they feel like another name suits them better Chuggaaconroy 09/10/2023 12:52 AM I suppose I wouldn't actually need a reason to do it, yes... I don't know if you've been hurting aside from being sick, I just kind of get that vibe from your Tweets lately, but I was building to something earlier when you left. You are smart, you are capable, and you bring entertainment to many people. I think you're a beautiful person. And I want you to believe that too. Days can't help but get better if we will it to happen. GreatCheshire 09/10/2023 12:58 AM Aw thank you. I really appreciate that. It's hard to feel 100% all the time but I'm trying! Being sick always just makes me such a doomer lol Chuggaaconroy 09/10/2023 12:58 AM It's natural that you don't! Your best one day is not your best every day. And that is okay. GreatCheshire 09/10/2023 1:00 AM It is!! I just have to weather through it Get all my ducks in a row Chuggaaconroy 09/10/2023 1:00 AM Hahaha, yep! Now, in return, I'm going to need something from you... GreatCheshire 09/10/2023 1:01 AM What's that? Chuggaaconroy 09/10/2023 1:01 AM ...I think you know.... GreatCheshire 09/10/2023 1:01 AM Play xenoblade 3? Chuggaaconroy 09/10/2023 1:01 AM Not quite... smirks cartoonishly attacks you as you sit there and tries to remove your shoes!! Almost... got them!!

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Emily soft-rejects apology and alleges it was more than one woman

Lady Emily @GreatCheshire Re: the apology. While I'm not sure if I fully accept, I do wish you the best in growing from this. I find the framing of this as a simple mistake concerning - so far I've talked to half a dozen women who have shared similar stories. I hope your future apology acknowledges that 9:17 PM Jan 16, 2024 4,524 Views 1261 Post your reply 3 359 14 Lady Emily @GreatCheshire. 7m That this isn't just an isolated incident with me but a pattern of behavior with several women over the course of the past decade. I hope you're willing to own up to that fact and re-examine the ways you interact with your fans, with your peers, and women in general going forward 1722 233 Reply ₁3.1K :

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Chuggaaconroy Foot Fetish / Sexual Harassment Allegations - Proton Jon clarifies his feelings

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Proton Jon @ProtonJon I hear everyone wanting me to speak about Emile. I have a lot of feelings that I'm sorting through. I'm extremely disappointed and confused on what's next. Please be patient while I process things. Just know I don't condone his actions. I'll share my thoughts when I am ready. 10:02 PM • Jan 24, 2024 167K Views 492 Reposts 22 Quotes 27 5,046 Likes 307 Bookmarks 307

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I’ll share my thoughts when I am ready."
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