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experience project Search Explore Experiences Ask Questions I Lost My Virginity At 12 Me Too First Time I was 12, he was 7 years older. I had had a massive crush on him for a long time, he was hugely hansom, and I would melt anytime he even said hi to me (he lived next door, anytime I saw him outside, I would find some reason to walk down our driveway, which just had a low hedge between it and his driveway). Especially if I saw him go outside to wash his car or do anything outside, I'd throw on a cute little outfit (nothing slutty, I was 12 and barely knew anything about sex or being sexy) and go down the driveway hoping he would say something, anything to me. I thought I could see him out of the corner of my eye watching me whenever i was out.. but I didnt know if that was really what he was doing, or just me being hopeful. Anyways.. I'm rambling. one day he asked if i'd like to date. and of course I said ves. i think I almost fainted when he asked. Most our dates were over at his house when his parents were gone, I'd sneak over and we'd watch movies or tv cuddling on the couch, he would get a bit touchy but i never said anything because all i wanted was him to like me. When we kissed.. it was the most amazing moment of my life, i felt warm everywhere and all i wanted was to be with him Sorry, rambling a bit again. As we dated he went further and further with his touching, and I never did anything to stop him, until one day we were in his room and he started undressing me. I was in a skirt and t-shirt, bra and panties. When he started taking my bra off, i stopped him, and he asked "don't you love me" which of course i said yes, and let him continue.. I stopped him again when he started pulling down my panties, and he told me how much he loved me, and how beautiful i was, and said "don't you want to be a good girlfriend" which of course, i wanted to be the best girlfriend in the world to him, and I told him that, and he told me that this is what good girlfriends do, so i let him take my panties off, and I was naked in front of him, the first time any boy had ever seen me naked (he had felt me up a lot before, but this was the first time i was ever naked with him). he started kissing my body, my breasts, my *****, running his hands over me. i was scared, but excited to, it felt so good when he touched me. After he had played with my for a while, he stood up and had me suck on him, it was the first time i had ever seen him, or any boy naked, so it was really something new for me.. i put it in my mouth and he told me how to move and how to suck on him. He was really big, well, at least he seemed big to me, of course I was quite small too. After he was fully hard, he layed me on my back and got between my legs. I was extremely scared, but i didn't say anything, and tried to smile for him, i loved him and wanted to be a good girlfriend. He pushed inside me, and it hurt a ton, he went slow, he tried to be gentle, but it still hurt a lot, he told me to try to relax, that is was normal for it to hurt for me because I had never done it before. I tried relaxing, and he pushed deeper... I didn't have my hymen anymore, i had broken it doing gymnastics, so there wasn't really any bleeding, and he slowly pushed in me, pulling out a little, then pushing in further. It felt so big in me, i didn't think he could fit, and it took him time, but he got all in me, i was crying some because it hurt, and he kissed me telling me how wonderful I was, and that I was the best girlfriend he could ever ask for. I was so happy at that moment. As he got inside me, he slowly started going faster and faster, he was kissing me and playing with my breasts, and after a little while he pumped really fast and then came inside me. Thank god I didn't get pregnant. But, afterwards he told me how wonderful I was and how amazing I felt and how much he loved me, i felt so good, so special, I loved him more than anything in the world. 17 19 responses Oct 15 Respond Share KO hayliepartychick 18-21, F Message the Author

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It wasn't rape! He loved me! Honest!


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