Hi there.

How was your day, JFF?

I need a shower and I just woke up.

sleepy, as usual.

It's 1 AM. Can't sleep. Head beating. Eyes blank. Mind full of fuck. Browsing KYM to kill time.
Help.

Took another cycle around the block. Still concerned over my weight. Thinking of expanding the route and also cycling to work too.

And there's this guy trying to debate religion with me. I have to keep telling him I don't fucking care…

oh……nothing really important

it was okay

My day has been pleasant so far.

My day so far is just me going back to sleep

I'm in an Atheist phase right now and I can't seem to stop worrying about death…

Also, it's past the time my mom should be waking me up for school, so I hope that means it's cancelled.

Last edited Mar 10, 2015 at 07:23AM EDT

I was on the computer all day, like every day.

I’m in an Atheist phase right now and I can’t seem to stop worrying about death…

It's hard to explain the realization once you get to that point, but I think death and the subsequent eternal oblivion (I assume that's the scary part for you) is more or less probably like sleeping. It's completely out of your control once you're there, but I don't imagine it to be unpleasant.

Besides, due to its unknown nature, no one really knows what death or an afterlife is like. Just like I tend to believe the religions are usually similar enough, I think there's something to many of them accounting for some afterlife experience. That may not help, but hopefully I'm not introducing any completely distressing thoughts.

As for me, I just woke up.

…I should go to work. With daylight savings and work tasks involving a lot of travel, this is going to be an odd week.