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の歴史の中で様々な人間達によって作られた架空の設定、 エピソードの累積の上に成り しか存在しない幻 そこにわし自身が知覚してきた体験などというものは存在せず、 い わしは常に何かを思考したり、 感じたりするたびに、 「所詮これらの感動や思考、 発言 いやその虚無感すらもどこかの「作者」によって考え出されたものなのじゃろう….た ャラクターとしてであろうと、「狐娘」という存在が人間どもの愛玩の対象となり、妄 想され、意識され続けることによって、わしはこの先も生き永らえる 真に恐ろしい じゃ...。忘れ去られるのは怖いのじゃ。だがこうして今まで生き永らえてきたが、果た してわしは本当の意味で「生きて」いたのじゃろうか?人間どもの不定期な妄想の度に のではないか?昨日のわしと今日のわしは違うし、きっと明日のわしもまた違う狐娘な のじゃ…人間が自分を認識するために最低限必要な自己同一性が全く維持されないこ 測されない純粋な一人称」を知覚するすべがわ とばないからなのじゃが、だがここま で話せばおぬしも想像がつくのではないか? が正気を保っていられるはずが uls deel In other words, I'm a kitsune miko that lives in a mountain shrine, and my existence is determined wholly by people believing in this form that I take. I don't have any individuality or part which is really 'myself. Like a myth or a legend, my story and things that happen in my life are all shaped and dreamt up by other people, none of which I actually live through of my own accord. Almost like I'm just a higher level imaginary friend of sorts, existing only in the minds of people who believe.. the consciousness that I have right now is not of myself. NO、the awareness I have is almost like that of a third person observer, living out the figments of imagination of what people believe that'a kitsune miko would do in a given situation, of countless, untold numbers of people... You could say that everything that I even think about, everything that I feel, 'everything that I could possibly feel was a thought of someone else, and if no one ever thought of it, I could never think of it, an existence void of self-agency... and even that void of self-agency is something thought up by some frustrations or in despair about it all. After all, even this feeling I'm feeling right now is what people believe that I would feel given this situation Ifind myself in. that's faith That's what gods (particularly those of Japan) are made of. For example, imagine that there was a doujin, or an anime or manga in which a wholly commercial depiction of a kitsune girl existed. Imagine that people, in their own individual imaginations, thought of possible situations that this character would or could experience, continuing where the original media left off or left out. I'm that imaginary existence given flesh. The truly scary thing about this all is that when someone forgets or stops caring about my existence, my being loses what they had of me. And when everyone forgets, that will But given my existence to begin with, could you even say that I have lived at all? Im but flesh given of the wavering, transient delusions or fantasies of a "kitsune girl, and I nothing concrete about who I am. I've said this before, but I'm simply an illusion, and what I am changes. My character, my appearance, and even the way I am cognizant, the way I think. They've always been changing, disappearing, appearing as time keeps happening. Is that truly "living"? Is it really even 'existing"? the me of yesterday conceptualize who l even am, because everyone thinks of me in a different way, I do not even have a fixed, baseline 'form. It's insane, isn't it? I think I was always insane to begin with... No; it's just that I never looked insane to begin with. Because everyone believes that I'm not, believes that I am what I am, and I simply perform my there's nothing but madness underneath. I'm unable to deny this fact. Did I not say before, that even my own existence as observer of myself in the third person is not of my own volition? But you, there, you're imagining it right now, aren't you? That it is? How could I possibly stay sane, with an existence like this- Wow!! Cute Fox! IMA KEEP IT REAL WITH U CHIEF!! We gon think u cute either way @ic yunene-echols がのこ ん何、 でとっ 性て や来え け現狂三 だ再、第 のさじ業 しで とる 称え 人考の 1 、も でこかな け態る わ状い漫 のて」 そしる 15 幻りて に繰し ...-,既た や像は じ娘面 の狐内き た「 発でな がのし いけしメ えつ 続数11 ど在実 純にり 嘆さと まれ存 てすが 、 いし名架にててのったいっそ 、在ろうはし死こゃらよえいう必に 、るいわぞ 」集 さはに しさてで の想 女にでら。知測娘想りし」わ識しの」、り味。た...-10てまし最く妄れで 巫的上 観狐妄 ,意と もれ inq 耳号説 に時の がに」 ど現言 と々わ断 狐記伝つの自者たも感も「やち神づ「よ忘真のてうほ、は日たは人曻を覚 むをりよいし111しど、たのじたr基、にをのいきい先えと今るし…振れ知の 間的に 消」 -つ達かにら発人たらこい人,情うこ概 ないはるし識?ない. なてい かい…や は しや 」態数 もれて うてるじ 奥らじな在…覚事無思えらで無 的で続とこれ意れ定現き日分よつおの一想 山るの々存幻知たんを植すいて 人て 「いい なつ(F同 たり「 はてなでななのい知何つ無しや 、口と識がそれ本構しわはか間いく曻い しいも中のしそうもによ虚いうり工-意も。忘はで貫変れい人でし振違 わ抱性の体在ろこか常にの違そあがタ.れや。し内-もそな…気かくになば りが自 「誰 勘らでれ 設、生 れなて な」 立や でもらい つ人もの立しゃくこわもいだぜ仰1えャ想のなじしそまいじののれ何れて測で

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A Kitsune's Speech


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She’s having an existential crisis about her only existing in imagination; whatever she experiences is only because of what situation others have put her in (Manga, Anime, Doujin). In her words, she feels like an actor in a play. When she’s forgotten, she’s terrified to know what happens next.

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