Yeah pretty much. I was supposedly this gifted kid that was going to do great things, and I even got into programs like "Talented And Gifted" club. By the time I got middle school that had completely evaporated, my grades were in the toilet, I was the class punching bag, I got kicked out of every school program including T.A.G long before, and I actually got kicked out of one school for trying to fight people I thought were bullies, all while dealing with a shitty home life due to my Narcissistic asshole of a Father. I was burned out and mildly depressed by age 13. Now, as an adult I am chronically depressed and completely tired of life.

There is an in-between: you can be both those things at the same time.