Copy paste:

If the terminally online twitter bullies are responsible then they only proved both of my biggest worries to be true, first that their actions would result in shit like this happening, and second that this is causing more hate to be directed at people like me as among the 99% of comments from people giving Pika well wishes and sadness that she's graduating, you unfortunately have that 1% of comments saying shit like "the troons will pay for this."

Got damn this whole thing just only makes me hate both sides so much, be it the Twitter idiots who claim to support people like me but they're really bullies using people like me as a meat shield, to the people on the opposite end who are indeed using all of this to intensify their hatred and making wholly unironic comments that harassment of their favorite vtubers justify wanting to murder minorities.

I want to live my life in fucking peace but these people are making damn sure that can never happen. At this point I'm just embracing the negativity because if I just let it hurt me eventually I'll turn numb (I'll never turn suicidal though because spite it also a good motivator to want to either do or not do something and one of my big motivators to never turn suicidal is out of spite towards actual transphobes who love that fucking 41% statistic way too fucking much).

Twitter was a mistake.