Y'know, you could've just copy and pasted from previous lists instead of typing it all over again.
Day 12&13 END. Currently @ Day 14, 10:34PM
Status: On-Going
Sanity: Despondently Recovering
Days 12, 13 and 14 are basically just the same. Only slept when the sun was already up. Woke up way later than I should. Ate. went to class. Went back home. Ate. Play until it was 5-6am. Watch something until it was sunrise. Sleep. Basically not doing stuff I should be doing, like cleaning up my room, washing my clothes, or do homework.
Also spent a total of 1-3 hours just figuring out what mixed armor sets I should make in MH4U. Had to look at my Hunter's female figure in all that time. Though for such a small part of an asset, the character model's gluteal sulcus is really defined…
With Justnoway, Hatsodoom, and Nocunoct out, I felt as if there's no reason to do NFS anymore. Their banter was the main thing that kept me going back into this thread. Basically, my feelings of anger are now replaced by despair. Right now, there's no reason for me to go on besides "just for the sake of it." Though some part of me is really hell bent on beating NFS for some reason I don't know.
As I was lying down on my bed, trying to sleep, thoughts along the line of "Screw this, I'm done." and "I am going to fap" flooded my mind. It was so strong that when I finally fell asleep, I had a dream where all I remembered was masturbating 3 times. The one time that I have a lewd dream, and it's about something I could easily do in real-life. Last time I had a lewd dream, it was me getting cucked. Damn… Even in my dreams I'm a pathetic loser who won't get laid…