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I am having surgery with Dr. S next week and I am open to answer any question or doubt My of and me dressed my pents asa pirate and hung it. Pretty awesome. Having surgery in some hours. SRS in about 20 hours I am having bottom enhancements with Dr. Suporn in about 20 hours. Hugs are welcome cause I am scared to death 아h, and my gf and Idrossed my pens a pirate arxd hung it as à joke yestarday. Smal things you wish you had while recovenng from SRS 뉴·bmwaa894。inmitwserer Companion. Just someone to talk to, to ghe me some moral and logistic support 1 am right now recovering itn Thailand from mine and I feel extremdly weak, lonely nd vunerable. It is not just the recovery, it is the complications (in my case, lots of bleeding) and I would have loved to have someone with me. I'm on my 23d day post-op and my stupld gentalia (don't want to call it a vulva, R does not look ike one, Nsrw http:mur.com massive swelling. Plus 3x/day dlation taking 1.5 hours each time does not help at all. I'm feeling totally regretful, I shouldn't hanve ever done ths to my body. I was helthy, my previous genitalis was not that bad. I need hugs (and )looks like a bunch of sausages with tears in the middie, lots of stitches and a thanks alot, rm atrid of the tears in the swollen minora·they burn like fire :/ l kind of regret it, but I quess R is hard to judge when you are in pain and it bums, t bases you a lot. I hope it gets better, b试right now l do regret it and [ mess memy thngs l cold do and I cannot now beng tied in the bed basically Yes, t was Bue t thought 1 mas gonna see some smal improvement and t haven't in these 3 weeks But sigh, the recovery is harder than I imagined, and I have had some complications already (bleedings, extra stitches, now tears). Probably it's just post-op depression and feeling so fragile does not help. y sensitive, the rest is seneitive but right now it just burns and hurts Peeing is In my experience, 24 days post op...I can barely sit for half an hour without wanting to commit suicide. I would take iE·iE allows you to redihe more. I tned it for my 11 hours +4 hours flight but everything was full and I stil dont total breakdown So as the title seys. I'm havng nght now total breakdown rm not sure who I am anymore, I don't know why the hell did 1 transition, or started hrt, or even had SRS. Everything feels fake, I'm deaing with continuous es in the recovery from this piece of st that is my genitalia. I just... I just don't know what I am doing with my lide. It waS much more now or will have in the future. I dont know how to feel about whar t ad. t just did it and t's currently a mess, but t free, wty wouldn't I love to have them xD). I Ike the outcome, 15 5Kllen,沈depresses me when ot tut ey, that's at 1 chose. He is a Top surgeon, the whole Suporn experience (in ic statt, the stay there and the aftercare) is 10/10 for such an invasive surgery. He doesn't let you go back uritil he knows you're fine (this 1 know because I've met people that needed to extend their stay) and hes truly a perfectionist and their results are in most cases awesome. Revisions are not that bad anyway, they sound scarier than they are harder and harder every day (to the point I sometimes break in tears). gor some more active bleeding. But I had my surgery done with a reputable surgeon in Thailand and I have been having issues since the very beginning. None of them alarming, but 1 got 1) Separations in both labias with necrosis - minor revision surgery cueting the dead flesh and putting more sttches. 2) continuous active bleedings for a weekゥthey stopped on their own, had one since then. 4) Grandtion->Ithink they cauterized it, but no idea 5) Bleedngs during dilation (90% of the time), when pooping (lately als most of the time, even if my faeces are 6) Burning sensation since week 2, sweeling that doesnt go away some pain (fortunstely managenble) 7) ttonestly have no idea what the hell is thus, mere necrosis? gr rulation? infection? http://m ar.com/artoq貆 n) Hy dscharge has some blood on R, but the smel is not strong and I don't have fever (in fact, feel okish, t's just that this thing doesnt Be prepared for a horrible experience. Dilation sucks, your body hurts (beds are uncomfortable and you can onily lay on your back), being unable to move sucks, hospital food sucks, hotel food sucks [but sucks less), post-op issues suck You may get depressed (1 did) and askng yourself what the hell did you do (1 still do somecimes Intense bleedings trom boners the first 2-3 woeks (solved when I resumed HRT necrosis that arrected the joint of the labia majora and minora: he removed沈and restitched. Separations between the labia majora and the minora, 2 times. Agsin, I needed to be restitched ineme of my labias: her thed it. on intation (he made me stop using betadine, the antisepcic soap, normal shower ges and regular pads, P'm using celulose now and a special shower gel for irritable skin). I though I was finally starting to heal. Less bloody dilations, less pain in general. But apparently all this was just an lusion. tn the last few days, dilation has become really tough, to the point to making me break ito tears amd sometimes nearly fainting of pain and disconfort. I also Ihave lots of discharoe, needing to change my pads every I honesthy fed in the lime, totally f----- up, handicaped. t was not happy before my transition, but I was not too sad either, and above everything I was productive and lfe was keeping me busy. I felt useful, desirable, productive. I felt I was doing something for the world. Now ail I do is dEate, eat, sleep and cry. I truly feel SRS (maybe also transftion) s the worst thing I have ever done, and I dont know how to go back to a normal life. Because this clearly isn't and L So yesh, to those who say that regrets do not exist, that SRS Is the best thing the final goel, the heven..I wish hadnt isten to yo I wish I had though about this more seriously and with more realatic expectations Sorry, I just needed to vent, but I am realy depressed, for the first time in my ife. ₩ell. I might be biased, but dont do it. Really, this is not going to improve anything, just mess up your physical health.Itisthe worst thing Ihave ever done to myself. Uke if I could go back 'nd they paid me 100k to do R. Iwold fI could go back and they paid me 100k to doit I would sey That is You are not alone, I am also going through issues both psychological and physical. I got good results but recovery is so rough I would have never done this to me t I knew realstically what ti expect beforehand. This ts 8 hurricane that cks your life. And dIwton is freaking disgusting, if sorneone tells you it is not, I ad SRS, for me it was all or nothing as I have a kind of tobia towards orchies. But Fm not very happy with my life now as 1 have posted several times here, haF of the time 1 wish 1 never did it. r'm 50 jealous of people getting bottom surgery (ver) by Nmwmod。 in Dlating i5 horrible Really horrible, antinatiral and al I feel ts presoner of 't, for the rest of my lte. It also hurts, feeds the same as my old functional low-maircenance penis inside my pants. It has ruined my old sfe [well, transition has in general), every day is the same stupid chore of dilating, dlating, dilating I thought it was going to be bearable, but no. Dilating kidnaps your Ife, it has broken my career and it does it for nothing wto cares about the stupid genealia. Ha can be having th编sugkal wound I have now better than what I had before?. I wish I read more messages lnke the one I am writing now before doing R. Hell, ItI ad, I would have never done, this hug" mneske、Never in my life, not even if someone paid me to do so. And I did it wich a very repucable surgeon wh a resuit that can be considered qute good and stil gives me some Cittie) hope. Ir wasn't, I would be simply too suicidal now. Now, after SRS, I cannot think wry anyone would pursue this as a goal, to be honest So yeah, I would probably sound troil for marry people hee, but 1 feel t have to be honest and tel the (my) truth about SRS. It's not worth it, full stop I'm so jealous of peopla gatting boltom urgery (verve) by ed Don't be, for me化doesn't worth it at all. So much sacrifice, so much give up at your life, for what? For having your genitala modified? I wish I had known it betore, 1 wish I knew trans Ife was going to suck so bad. I would rather 1 weeks post op Get SAS, you will then have blood, discharge and need to use freaking pads al the time. It is dsgusting, not a thing I don't know I want as and need help. by Sarabad。inMf disconfort and it is very sity thing to do. I am here after my morning session laying down and trying to recover the at 12.40 pm stopping dialaion yes, I do. And also because of the freaking discharge, I need to use pads ail the time, it's amays dirty, smells ike s--- (welし沈smells lke normal female genitalia, but it's much stronger than my penis and I cannot get used to R). nten Ipee my legs and butt get ωvered by pee. It's not nice at all. Why dosst weem that a lat of trans ladies have a hard tme with conustent dialation after SR57 Soms evan stapping dualatian atogachar the drano starts when I get to depth, which what takes me forever. e depressed now that I have be in my whole ie does tseem thatュlot of trans ladies havo a hard tme nith consetrnt dalatian after SRS? Some even stappng dulton altogeher It taloes me 70-90 minutes per session, up to 120min with prep and deaning. It hurts gutte a bit. Two times a day. I sucks so much, you cannot believe. I have been more depressed now that I have been in my whole ife yeat, but I've read people's posts with how things don't gū very well even at months 7.8-kinda disappointing and oetting whilr As I am saying in the title, I am sometimes getting some weird aroiety (lke vertigo) feelings whle dlacing, paired nth thoughts of 'what the hell I am doing, this is wrong, rmy body isn't supposed have vagins', R doesn't happen all time, but only sometimes. Can your disk off, dont ask other mentallyi was bei ecision. B Dople

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Anonymous 03/09/16(Wed)17:39:00 No.80603750 80603950 How does Arslan train her team? Okay team, I know we lost the tournament, but I like to think that it was close No it wasn't, it was terrible >Allow me to rephrase that Bolin, I think I was close to to winning. The rest of you were awful. >I fell on my butt! >Yes, yes you did, Reese. But as I was saying, I think we need to work in a new training regiment, one that I think that will be very helpful. >More training? C'mon! >Actually, I made this with you in mind Nadir, I call it the Nadir Cannon! With it, I'm certain that it will blow all our opponents away, or at least make a Nadir-shaped hole or Nadir-colored smear on the wall. >No fair, why does Nadir get a cannon? Where's the Reese Cannon? >Can I request a trade to another team? >No Bolin, you can't. Plus, I already tried to trade you guys away, but no one wants you >Yeah! We're going to be together for three more years! >Yes... Three more... years Anonymous 03/09/16(Wed)17:45:47 No.80603950 >"Arslan, ARSLAN! I've got an ideal" No you don't Reese, you're banned from having ideas >"Aw c'mon, it's a real good one too Ugh, whatever. You'll probably get a migraine if you think about it too much, may as well let it out "Aw yissss, so anyway, you know how we're totally awful at everything >"I'm listening" >"And whenever you try to come up with strategies and tactics and stuff but they always go wrong somehow- >"Somehow?" "Whatever, I'm sure it's nobodies fault. >"Anyways, so if we always screw up whenever we do things; what if we tried to betray youl ".What!?" >"No, seriously. We'll change sides and try to help the other team, and it'll go wrong somehow and we'lI WIN! That's Okay, technically the logic works out but it can't possibly work. First of all, it Resse's plan, and second of all, any plan with the basic premise of betraying me to help me win has already gone seriously wrong somewhere in it's conception S"It can't be a worse plan than Everyone just go sit in a comer and let me try and solo them >"That might've worked if you actually stayed in the comer Anonymous 03/09/16(Wed)18:00:21 No 80604375 Okay,I can't believe I'm saying this, but Nadir, Bolin, do you two have any ideas? Bolin, you first. >Before I say anything, are you genuinely interested in what we have to say, or are you just trying to set us up for something? >Bolin just answer the goddamn question. >I say we just give up. We can't lose if you don't even try, I'm not afraid of backing down like a coward >... Nadir, what about you? Um... We hit them with our weapons? Though, that might be work better if I'm allowed ammo for my gun > The first time I met you, you almost shot me in the face. >lt was a misfire >I honestly don't think there's a student at Haven who you haven't misfired at yet. In fact, your f----ups seems to have much better accuracy than when you actually try >Hey, you said a positive thing about me >And here comes the headache, and it's only noon. Anonymous 03/09/16(Wed)18:11:16 No 80604715 2> >The first time I met you, you almost shot me in the face. >It was a misfire! >And the second time That was a misfire too! >And during the entrance exam Misfire! And that time in Vacuo Nadir! Ii'm sorry, Reese dared me to Nuh uh! You so did No, I dared you to HIT here, and you missed. Doesn't count Anonymous 03/09/16(Wed)18:42:41 No.80605714 80604715 How did we even make it into the tournament? By what fluke allowed us to get past the preliminaries and into the actual tournament? We're basically the worst team in Haven Maybe someone was pitying us and decided to give us a chance? >Pity matches? No, that sounds too good, there has to be something else You think someone rigged it? >We actually managed to participate in the tournament, so of course I'm suspicious. Come on team, we're going to find out what happened >Yeah! Fieldtrip? >Can we just go back to the dorm? I'm kind of sad that you view any positive progress for us as part of some sort of conspiracy

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" i"un a plus-s ze lady and prood of it! body pounity is import at to me. form. And ter 1erythen people," mal to xuuhsod it ruby pth 펴 06 edge too ethnic, he was either hispanic or indixn but i think be was hispanlc they look very similie ifacking hate my fandy、waasa know why? yesterday was a prime example ofhow o ay grandpa (ces's side) insined me to have aaiksgiving dinner with everyose che magine my sarpnise when i walked in to find a toduckey cooked in focking chicken broth butter in tem ot tht i could any of it anyway since noue of the disbes were nu-basod based on your butchering of the english gaage ind say yes you probably ace black or so obviously i didn't grab any food i jast sat there at the table and gave angry looks to he looked at ay stomach and said's weird that you'se not eating aren't you ngry just stared at ber. and you know what she did? she took my plate, and she put some of the chicken broth-soaked tofurkey on it that was it. i stood up at the table, screamed -1 eraly bow backing dare she? first she calls me fat, thesa she tries to shove non-vegan well tey buldn't be reproducin# ifthey dont have the resources they need to raise a child now Sould they?i's their own falt thay live in such a s----- place i'm never going to talk to them agais im sO DONE TRYION TO MAKE TKEM SEE HOW BAD NON VEGAN FOOD ls. ifany ofmy、family is reading this, i want you to know that i hate you foe perpetating the evil of ths world and then being so selfish as to put me into止, maybe, just maybe.coe day, you will tmentted tht i am right, and you are wrong unil then, i hope all of the genetically modified meat you eat makes your well they would be naturally selectied and i woulda't be soo sad because if they're weak Of course they are. I've only heand of 4ch bot T asse Pgag is basically the same thing. They raid my Nog every so otten, but it's usually really pathetie and usoriginal. I usaally end up getting maybe 20 messages with the same thing repeated over aad over dogs descend froam wohes? ace you s------- me right nowI' pretty sare greyhounds have beeo around since ancient Egpt tinesMaybe other dogs did bat I think no no, it's not jist your mo there's soethizg that seems very dowuwy about your idida' know you had these peoblems or else i would have defininely left you alone. He doesa'taood to go TO THE VET FOR THE LAST TIME HE IS HEALTHY. AND I've been getting so MANY MESSAOES IN MY INBOX THAT TALK ABOUT CHAN w-- is it? Becaose to me, it sounds a lot like some sort of habe group Is this a ecret group on tombir? A separate websine? The new illminati?7 Whntever it is, leae me alone. I'm st birting you. I'= noe attacking you re just sharing a very intimate aspect ofmyselfou=y blog. That's what blogs are for, And by my folloner coun rd say quite a few people are pretty dama interested in what have to say. So if you šchan P. You're not fonny and you're not clever and nobody likes you. Ga. Away

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File 130379450058.jpg (139.50KB, 1024x691, 130379427810.jpg) It's so lonely Anonymous Mon, Apr 25th, 2011 22:08 No. 6849回 You know, I created a lot of fanfics a few years back- one passing 125,000 words, before I deleted it. For the most part, I was embarrassed of it. I kept changing the storyline until I actually had to write a 'bible' on it. (A bible is where you keep your notes for characters and miscellaneous writings, like ingredients for a recipe that could be included in the book.) Anyway, I had over sixty characters playing active roles in it, and over half of them were unplanned. The fans of this story were disappointed that I deleted the story, but hey, it's a story Well, today I was writing a story for MLP, FiM. It was around three AM when I opened Open Office, and started to tap away. This was after a three day streak of nothing but energy drinks and MLP, so you could guess the grammar wasn't up to par, nor the usage. It was a moderate story; Dash trying to improve both Fluttershy's and Scootaloo's flying skills. At around four AM is when the manure hit the fan. You ever stay up for a really long time, and start to hallucinate? Firstly, images would become distorted. This is a minor occurrence, and happens on the second day. On the third day is when you would see the shadow people. Basically, this is your mind replaying things it's seen- mostly moving things, though you will catch a old child hood toy appearing in your hand. Well, since I stayed up three days watching MLP, you can guess what my mind was doing. I would randomly scream as a pony would walk through my door. They would appear for a few seconds, distorted and in shadow form, before disappearing. This of course didn't stop me. I would continue what I was doing until I could swear I could feel a hoof tapping my shoulder. This was at two AM, and the severity was near it's peak around four The ponies now came in color- usually white, but I would notice a vivid purple or pink come into fruition. I was partly haunted by the images, but excited as well. Then it happened. Scootaloo walked into the room, undistorted and in full color, looked at me, and said in a perfect reincarnation of her voice- Where's Dash? She was supposed to b She frowned, then started to examine my room. I was pressed against my desk the whole time "R-R-Rainbow Dash.. . is "Rainbow Dash is right here. She walked into the room from my closet, which was now giving off a brilliant, warm light. "How did you get here, Scootaloo? You're supposed to be practicing a backflip by now! Come on, back outside with you." She nuzzled Scootaloo back at the door Awww, all right..." Rainbow Dash and Scootaloo exited through my closet. I stood up and approached the door slowly The light grew brighter as I drew close- could it be? I stuck my head inside and peered around. Equestria awaited me. Although extremely distorted, it grew into a more clear shape until I saw rolling hills of grass, and buildings in the distance. Rainbow dash (without her color for a split second before returning to normal.) was hovering above the ground, Fluttershy joined her. Scootaloo was struggling to stay afloat. C'mon, you can do it!" Rainbow Dash encouraged her, part of her color disappearing yet again. "Ha. . ha ha... Equestria was in my closet the whole time. How silly of me." I said aloud, taking a step forward. One. Two. Bump I hit the wall. Of course, I thought this was a force field of some sorts, so I stopped and looked around, starting to panic. "Dash? Fluttershy?" I said, looking to them for guidance. They looked up at me Y-yes?" Fluttershy asked. Dash tilted her head to the side "Do you need something?" Dash asked, coming closer Why can't I enter?" I said, punching my wall with my hand. What? Of course you can enter, try again." I took a step forward, bumped into the wall, then fell backwards with a 'oof! "Well.. that's strange. I'l get Twilight." Dash flew off, leaving me with a struggling Scootaloo and a concerned Fluttershy After a minute, Rainbow Dash returned with Twilight, Applejack, Pinkie Pie, and Rarity Although happy to see them, I still wondered why they came "Right here, Twilight. He can't come in. Rainbow Dash pointed to the spot in front of me, then looked to Twilight with concern. This seemed vaguely familiar to me, somehow. As if I seen it before (And of course, I have. On the internet. Pic VERY related.) Twilight walked around the area, using her magic as if checking for something She looked at her friends, then me, then started to whisper something among them. I only just caught it. There's a gate. And it's closing. He can never come in." "No..." I said, looking down. I started to tear up http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NOxg5SX0Uel his song came up on my playlist as she said it. I could barely hear it, though it was still there. "No." I said again, placing my hand on the wall as I started to cry. The tears cascaded down my face. Twilight came closer and put her hoof on the barrier right where mine was. I could feel the slight warmth through it, diminishing ever so slightly. I looked up to the sad faces of everypony. But Twilight's face is what really got me. Emotionally, I started to collapse, and this eventually led to my physical body to do so, too. I fell down and felt the grass turn back into carpet, the warm sunlight disappear and turn back into shadows. The cool breeze turn into warm, stuffy air. The sounds of birds disappeared into the song And I wish there was something, please tell me there's something better.. please tell me there's something, moooooore then this... saturated, loneliness...

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I am having surgery with Dr. S next week and I am open to answer any question or doubt My of and me dressed my pents asa pirate and hung it. Pretty awesome. Having surgery in some hours. SRS in about 20 hours I am having bottom enhancements with Dr. Suporn in about 20 hours. Hugs are welcome cause I am scared to death 아h, and my gf and Idrossed my pens a pirate arxd hung it as à joke yestarday. Smal things you wish you had while recovenng from SRS 뉴·bmwaa894。inmitwserer Companion. Just someone to talk to, to ghe me some moral and logistic support 1 am right now recovering itn Thailand from mine and I feel extremdly weak, lonely nd vunerable. It is not just the recovery, it is the complications (in my case, lots of bleeding) and I would have loved to have someone with me. I'm on my 23d day post-op and my stupld gentalia (don't want to call it a vulva, R does not look ike one, Nsrw http:mur.com massive swelling. Plus 3x/day dlation taking 1.5 hours each time does not help at all. I'm feeling totally regretful, I shouldn't hanve ever done ths to my body. I was helthy, my previous genitalis was not that bad. I need hugs (and )looks like a bunch of sausages with tears in the middie, lots of stitches and a thanks alot, rm atrid of the tears in the swollen minora·they burn like fire :/ l kind of regret it, but I quess R is hard to judge when you are in pain and it bums, t bases you a lot. I hope it gets better, b试right now l do regret it and [ mess memy thngs l cold do and I cannot now beng tied in the bed basically Yes, t was Bue t thought 1 mas gonna see some smal improvement and t haven't in these 3 weeks But sigh, the recovery is harder than I imagined, and I have had some complications already (bleedings, extra stitches, now tears). Probably it's just post-op depression and feeling so fragile does not help. y sensitive, the rest is seneitive but right now it just burns and hurts Peeing is In my experience, 24 days post op...I can barely sit for half an hour without wanting to commit suicide. I would take iE·iE allows you to redihe more. I tned it for my 11 hours +4 hours flight but everything was full and I stil dont total breakdown So as the title seys. I'm havng nght now total breakdown rm not sure who I am anymore, I don't know why the hell did 1 transition, or started hrt, or even had SRS. Everything feels fake, I'm deaing with continuous es in the recovery from this piece of st that is my genitalia. I just... I just don't know what I am doing with my lide. It waS much more now or will have in the future. I dont know how to feel about whar t ad. t just did it and t's currently a mess, but t free, wty wouldn't I love to have them xD). I Ike the outcome, 15 5Kllen,沈depresses me when ot tut ey, that's at 1 chose. He is a Top surgeon, the whole Suporn experience (in ic statt, the stay there and the aftercare) is 10/10 for such an invasive surgery. He doesn't let you go back uritil he knows you're fine (this 1 know because I've met people that needed to extend their stay) and hes truly a perfectionist and their results are in most cases awesome. Revisions are not that bad anyway, they sound scarier than they are harder and harder every day (to the point I sometimes break in tears). gor some more active bleeding. But I had my surgery done with a reputable surgeon in Thailand and I have been having issues since the very beginning. None of them alarming, but 1 got 1) Separations in both labias with necrosis - minor revision surgery cueting the dead flesh and putting more sttches. 2) continuous active bleedings for a weekゥthey stopped on their own, had one since then. 4) Grandtion->Ithink they cauterized it, but no idea 5) Bleedngs during dilation (90% of the time), when pooping (lately als most of the time, even if my faeces are 6) Burning sensation since week 2, sweeling that doesnt go away some pain (fortunstely managenble) 7) ttonestly have no idea what the hell is thus, mere necrosis? gr rulation? infection? http://m ar.com/artoq貆 n) Hy dscharge has some blood on R, but the smel is not strong and I don't have fever (in fact, feel okish, t's just that this thing doesnt Be prepared for a horrible experience. Dilation sucks, your body hurts (beds are uncomfortable and you can onily lay on your back), being unable to move sucks, hospital food sucks, hotel food sucks [but sucks less), post-op issues suck You may get depressed (1 did) and askng yourself what the hell did you do (1 still do somecimes Intense bleedings trom boners the first 2-3 woeks (solved when I resumed HRT necrosis that arrected the joint of the labia majora and minora: he removed沈and restitched. Separations between the labia majora and the minora, 2 times. Agsin, I needed to be restitched ineme of my labias: her thed it. on intation (he made me stop using betadine, the antisepcic soap, normal shower ges and regular pads, P'm using celulose now and a special shower gel for irritable skin). I though I was finally starting to heal. Less bloody dilations, less pain in general. But apparently all this was just an lusion. tn the last few days, dilation has become really tough, to the point to making me break ito tears amd sometimes nearly fainting of pain and disconfort. I also Ihave lots of discharoe, needing to change my pads every I honesthy fed in the lime, totally f----- up, handicaped. t was not happy before my transition, but I was not too sad either, and above everything I was productive and lfe was keeping me busy. I felt useful, desirable, productive. I felt I was doing something for the world. Now ail I do is dEate, eat, sleep and cry. I truly feel SRS (maybe also transftion) s the worst thing I have ever done, and I dont know how to go back to a normal life. Because this clearly isn't and L So yesh, to those who say that regrets do not exist, that SRS Is the best thing the final goel, the heven..I wish hadnt isten to yo I wish I had though about this more seriously and with more realatic expectations Sorry, I just needed to vent, but I am realy depressed, for the first time in my ife. ₩ell. I might be biased, but dont do it. Really, this is not going to improve anything, just mess up your physical health.Itisthe worst thing Ihave ever done to myself. Uke if I could go back 'nd they paid me 100k to do R. Iwold fI could go back and they paid me 100k to doit I would sey That is You are not alone, I am also going through issues both psychological and physical. I got good results but recovery is so rough I would have never done this to me t I knew realstically what ti expect beforehand. This ts 8 hurricane that cks your life. And dIwton is freaking disgusting, if sorneone tells you it is not, I ad SRS, for me it was all or nothing as I have a kind of tobia towards orchies. But Fm not very happy with my life now as 1 have posted several times here, haF of the time 1 wish 1 never did it. r'm 50 jealous of people getting bottom surgery (ver) by Nmwmod。 in Dlating i5 horrible Really horrible, antinatiral and al I feel ts presoner of 't, for the rest of my lte. It also hurts, feeds the same as my old functional low-maircenance penis inside my pants. It has ruined my old sfe [well, transition has in general), every day is the same stupid chore of dilating, dlating, dilating I thought it was going to be bearable, but no. Dilating kidnaps your Ife, it has broken my career and it does it for nothing wto cares about the stupid genealia. Ha can be having th编sugkal wound I have now better than what I had before?. I wish I read more messages lnke the one I am writing now before doing R. Hell, ItI ad, I would have never done, this hug" mneske、Never in my life, not even if someone paid me to do so. And I did it wich a very repucable surgeon wh a resuit that can be considered qute good and stil gives me some Cittie) hope. Ir wasn't, I would be simply too suicidal now. Now, after SRS, I cannot think wry anyone would pursue this as a goal, to be honest So yeah, I would probably sound troil for marry people hee, but 1 feel t have to be honest and tel the (my) truth about SRS. It's not worth it, full stop I'm so jealous of peopla gatting boltom urgery (verve) by ed Don't be, for me化doesn't worth it at all. So much sacrifice, so much give up at your life, for what? For having your genitala modified? I wish I had known it betore, 1 wish I knew trans Ife was going to suck so bad. I would rather 1 weeks post op Get SAS, you will then have blood, discharge and need to use freaking pads al the time. It is dsgusting, not a thing I don't know I want as and need help. by Sarabad。inMf disconfort and it is very sity thing to do. I am here after my morning session laying down and trying to recover the at 12.40 pm stopping dialaion yes, I do. And also because of the freaking discharge, I need to use pads ail the time, it's amays dirty, smells ike s--- (welし沈smells lke normal female genitalia, but it's much stronger than my penis and I cannot get used to R). nten Ipee my legs and butt get ωvered by pee. It's not nice at all. Why dosst weem that a lat of trans ladies have a hard tme with conustent dialation after SR57 Soms evan stapping dualatian atogachar the drano starts when I get to depth, which what takes me forever. e depressed now that I have be in my whole ie does tseem thatュlot of trans ladies havo a hard tme nith consetrnt dalatian after SRS? Some even stappng dulton altogeher It taloes me 70-90 minutes per session, up to 120min with prep and deaning. It hurts gutte a bit. Two times a day. I sucks so much, you cannot believe. I have been more depressed now that I have been in my whole ife yeat, but I've read people's posts with how things don't gū very well even at months 7.8-kinda disappointing and oetting whilr As I am saying in the title, I am sometimes getting some weird aroiety (lke vertigo) feelings whle dlacing, paired nth thoughts of 'what the hell I am doing, this is wrong, rmy body isn't supposed have vagins', R doesn't happen all time, but only sometimes. Can your disk off, dont ask other mentallyi was bei ecision. B Dople

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Nedhitis

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Feb 28, 2018 at 03:16PM EST

Also, just because I found the juxtaposition funny:

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Basilius

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Mar 01, 2018 at 12:01AM EST in reply to Endurable

Care to share these "facts, numbers and research" being universally against transgender people?

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